Death. Everything Everyone Faces. None Escapes It. Except For A Few.
Why death? well it happens every single second?
but mainly cause. i feel like killing myself so badly at times. not for what i did. but for what i'm going through.
my freaking stomach is so so so so so so freaking killing me!!!!! UGHHHHHHH!
imagine unbearable intolerable unendurable pain. pain of gastric juices eating up the very walls of your stomach. the pain caused from hydrochloric acid with pH level of 2.0 digesting. wait more like corroding the food that you eat in just less than 2 hours then continue on its process to corrode the very walls of my stomach.
don't imagine the pain. cause you can't. fine i might exaggerate a lil too much.
but imagine waking up at 4.45 in the morning walking around trying to find food with unbearable intolerable unendurable pain. not only it physically effects me but mentally too.
exams were good the 1st week. came the 2nd week it started getting bad. and now the 3rd week. just screw it. and i know i said i'll try my best for my exams. i'd not give up. but this. this is just too much for me to handle. unable to concentrate in exams with the excessive pain. it's killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
going to the doctor. let's just hope its not stomach ulcer or worse. stomach cancer. =S
anyways. sorry for my random and not-making-any-sense rants.
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