Thinking. Over Thinking

Well. This Is Not Going To Be An Update About The Concert. As you all are there(at the concert). and i'm still waiting for a certain 'somebody' to send me pictures of me. yes somebody. you know who you are!

oh well. on to my post.

Some say Over Thinking also known as Thinking Alot is bad.

While some say Over Thinking also known as Thinking Alot is good.

At least that's what they say.

well me? i've always been the one over thinking about things. and i must say. its bad. thinking is enough. there's no need to over think about things.

so. well. i've been waking up at 7 am in the morning every morning and just to puke out what i ate last night since friday morning. yes i did. its hell i tell you. for a guy to be having a stomach more sensitive and weaker than a girl(no i'm not insulting you girls). of course there's some of you who would say justin's a girl. i'm just gonna smile at that statement. *smiles*

so well. now that you readers have a lil bit of information about what's been happening to me. i'll go on to what i wanna say next.

well woke up. At 7. It's stated up there. are you dumb or are you dumb? threw up real bad. ate hokkien mee for supper? hahaha. so well. i can't eat spicy food till my stomach settle downs i think. and well. finished PS I Love You(movie mind you). and it was a good movie! then got a short lecture from my mum. not exactly a lecture. she just asked my plans for the weekend la. which suddenly triggered this thought in me. I don't know whether it was God or not. i started thinking.

have i been going for church activities with the right intention? with the right mind set? what was my purpose of going? was it for God? or was it for something else? friends maybe? for someone maybe? i don't know. call me some wanna-be-holy or whatever. you can stop reading if you want.

now. you will be used as general. you will now include me you and everyone else.

so. have you been going for church activities with the right intention? what was your purpose of going? what was your purpose of serving? was it for duty? and of course the list goes on and on and on. but i'm starting to think that its not fair for God if our intentions were wrong and for something else. i must admit myself. i haven't been putting God in my mind while going to church and serving. what replaced God was friends , duty , my interest in playing and not forgetting someone. i have been neglecting God.

let's just imagine this situation. its your birthday. and you invited lots and lots of people for your party. you prepared food , instruments of entertainment and etc. and you didn't even ask them to pay for it. and they come to your birthday party for another purpose. wasn't for you even tho its your special day. it was for their friends , a cool place to hang out , free booze maybe? and whatever you could think off. and you didn't ask for their money. you didn't ask for presents from them. you didn't ask them to give up their important things like toys , computer , girlfriend maybe? all you wanted was their time. their attention? and that they can't even give you. would you like that? i wouldn't. so yeah. it got me thinking. and over thinking. and still thinking.

so yeah. i was partly thinking about this. thought i'd share it with you readers. no offense if i did offended anyone.

anyway. i'll update about my life in the next post. so yeah. till next time.

PS this is my 321st post.